they say everyone goes through a moment in life. a moment that changes them. a moment that you pass through on slow motion, like walking into wormhole that you didn’t know was there – like walking through to a new dimension and looking back to a closed door. to the end of a life as you know it. you cannot prepare. that is life. and you learn it early or young but life does not let you go without the lesson learned. and you can see others hurt but it’s not the same when you experience it on your own. when you go through your own moment. when you think you’ve seen all of it, Hell on earth. and then- God reminds you that you know nothing, you know nothing at all. it is the feeling of missing the final step before the fall.